That makes sense, though for now I'd be happy feeling comfortable playing for friends and family at home. I started Permission to Succeed yesterday. Thanks for the recommendation. St. John makes very clear in it the importance of believing productive things. In my mind though, there's a difference between belief and knowing. Belief has sort of a tarnished reputation. Rationally, I can see that belief in my ability, for example, is a first step toward knowing from results. I guess I need to relax about it and see how the process works.
Beverly