I just see myself happily spending the money. Like this computer. I had the thought I'd like to upgrade my computer and looked at the computer in the store. I was waiting to secure a purchase of a projector and I simply decide I didn't feel like lugging that and a computer from the car.

Storm a day or so later and I turned my computer off to protect it but that took it off life support. It didn't turn on. So I needed to get the computer fixed on that day or... well I bought a new computer. Not the cheapest one either, I bought the best. It didn't worry me that I was spending almost half the amount of the airfare for the trip I'm planning. That's covered too. I just create the void and then let it be filled. So paying bills are a joy for me. Something I could not have said in 2002.

Alex