Well my friends I humbly seek your advice. I welcome any comments or suggesitons on the venture I soon shall undertake. I have a plan. A simple plan, yet I am in somewhat of a stuck state in my decision making process.

I will be on vacation from May 19 - 25. I have in my possesion the Natural Brilliance home study course and also the book. Besides these I have a few books which I have recently purchased--The Einstein Factor by Win Wenger, The Survivor Personality by AL Siebert and Taming our Gremlin, (A guide to enjoying yourself) by Richard D. Carson.

My plan began today with the Belief paraliminal with goal of elimanating certain self imposed stigma as an individual who has a biological driven disease called bipolar disorder, instilling a new belief as a creative/cognitive individual and reinforcing my spiritual belief system.

On May 12 I will begin the paraliminal automatic pilot that will guide me through the undertaking of the week of May 19 - 25. I believe this paraliminal will strengthen the inner drive necessary to complete my quest.

Now is where I have some questions. My schedule is simple enough. Sunday morning tape 1 side A. Sunday evening NGB side A. Monday am NGB side B. Monday pm tape 1-B. Tuesday, Release - am 2A, pm 2B. Wednesday, Notice - am 3A. pm 3B. Thursday, Respond - am 4A, pm 4B. Friday, Witness - am 5A,pm 5B.
Saturday evening repeat NGB side A and Sunday morning NGB side B. This leaves me with late morinings, the afternoons and early evenings for whatever--clean house, trip to San Diego Wild Animal Park for a photo adventure, trip to the beach maybe twice and a hike to Palomar moutain observatory. That still leaves time to photoread and activate a book a day if I choose.

My question is of those of you who are experienced with the "Natural Brilliance" course, which from the posts there are many of you as well as Sandy, Pete and other LSC associates, will photoreading the chosed books cause misdirection from the planned lessons of the course. I know a dumb question, :c) in the sense that you really do not know me, so therefore how would you be able to predict the outcome.

I guess what my fear, powerful word there, is that the books even if just photoread and not activated purposefully may wisk my mind in a different direction without my really knowing it. From your experience do you think that it would be a large undertaking to do that and really get the "Natural Brillance" set into to my mind while beoming a part of natural thought process?

I ramble alot--sorry. Or should i just focus on "Natural Brilliance" and bring on the books as time will allow, while enjoying the natural enviroments of the trips while the lessons incubate within the inner recesses of my mind?

What do you think besides that I am wordy, (thats only me with a key board actually I don't talk much at all.

Thanks for any comments, suggestions or critques.

iamog