Well, since Katt did not respond, and I have a similar issue, I will chime in here and take any response with gratitude:
I want to be a financial success at my business(es). I am a professional storyteller and a clergyman (rabbi) of a small congregation. I am still in the red for the storytelling, but I enjoy it a lot and it is picking up.
I am holding back at doing the kind of marketing and work I need to do to really get it into high gear. I have the tools and I even have the time. But I don't do it. I avoid.
I also want to be debt free. More than that, I want to be financially independent so that all work is done for the love I have for it and not for the money.
I practice qigong (SFQ and another more local to me school) and want to develop my practice. I will be certified as a teacher by the end of this calendar year. I want to bring that teaching into my other work and have them all nourish each other.
I want to have a big wall hanging flat screen TV and surround sound home theater so that I can show Spiritual Cinema Circle movies to more people in a better way (I do this now as part of my work and with our local qigong support group).
I want to develop a better relationship with my wife.
I would like to get back into my music and spend some time composing and creating. I have GarageBand and my iMac, some keyboards, my classical guitars, percussion instruments, a pretty good voice, A Berklee College of Music education in film composing and jazz arranging and talent--everything I need, except the right scheduling and use of my time. This last problem applies to all of my other wants and desires.
I would like to stop cluttering and be more organized. I have been messy all of my life and it impacts me, my health, my career and my family very much.
I want to be more disciplined and intentional about all of my goals and my life. I have a little (or maybe more than a little) ADD and it can be an ability or "superpower" but it often gets in my way.
To be specific, when I use paraliminals, and I need to set an intention, I have trouble being specific, because there are so many things I want to change or accomplish or be, that the monkey mind tends to flit from one objective to the other.
So for example, if I am using "Break the Habit", I start thinking in the middle "maybe I really should have put on GET AROUND TO IT. Or I change which habit I want to stop. I have this same problem with many of the Paraliminals: I have trouble on focusing on the goal objective or whatever is being asked. I resist!
I absolutely know that I am very close to a gold mine in my life. I don't want to be like the guy in Napoleon Hill's book THINK AND GROW RICH who was 3 feet from a major strike in a real gold mine when he quit (well, actually I DO want to be like him: he later became one of the most succesful insurance salesmen in his time (he was selling over a million dollars of insurance back in the 30's! He learned his lesson from his mine "failure"--never give up!).
But I feel like I have been that way and I tend towards behaviors that lead me towards mediocrity, rather than excellence and abundance.
I have Natural Brilliance and a lot of Paraliminals (GET AROUND TO IT, BREAK THE HABIT, NBG, NOG, NHG, PROSPERITY, TALKING TO WIN, POSITIVE RELATIONSHIPS, SELF-ESTEEM SUPERCHARGER, and 10 MINUTE SUPERCHARGER--possibly my favorite one of all them. Always works! Has saved my life on many an occasion!).
Anyway, open to any suggestions and comments.
Thanks Katt, for opening up the thread. And Alex for asking the question, though not to me, since it is a week later, I will step in here and certainly yield to Katt and her issues when she responds. And learn from her questions and any response to those as well, I am sure.
