Alex, I understand and agree with you 100%. Strangely enough, I would have reiterated the very words, had the incident happened to someone else. I do realize the consequences of hanging on to ill feelings such as anger and the fear or worry of having to spend $ that I do not have. But I also realize, deep down, that this mishap may just have been the results of me attracting good karma - I think I mentioned somewhere (and to people at work who are investigating this matter as it was caught on camera) that there is some good to come out of this event. Maybe I was destined for a bigger accident and instead, ended up having a small misfortune on the parking lot. Maybe when I go get my car fixed, I will meet the man of my dreams (hey, a girl can hope and dream no!!
I do realize and appreciate you reiterating my own sentiments but I must admit, I would not be "me" if I did not let my frustrations out. I slept well last night - the incident didn't bother me much. I woke up a couple of times wondering why someone would do that ... then moved on to a deep restful sleep - each time.
This morning, I woke up and my first thought was - 2 years down the road, this incident won't even be in my top 1000 memorable moments so why sweat it. I think, I bounced back and am in the right vibration feeling calm and detached.
There is always a reason for everything - we may not get to know the reason but nothing happens 'out of the blue'. I have decided to trust God's plan and forgive the person who did this. In fact, in my gratitude statement today, I thanked the driver for bringing this lesson to my life.
All is well.
Thank you for caring - your words made me realize I am learning well.
