What if, instead of imagining yourself in a classroom, with all of the behavioural connotations that such a situation has, you imagine yourself in more comfortable surroundings, sat beside the author, who has made him \ herself available to help you with your studies, so you can just be comfortable with asking any questions that help you reach your purpose?
Does that time become more precious? Does your thirst for the knowledge increase? Does your purpose take better shape?
