I just received the Paraliminal CD's yesterday and right away listened to a few. I started with the Perfect Health one, as I felt I was getting a cold. I could feel it working right away. Then I tried the Talking to Win, because I had someone coming to my home to look at some furniture and things of mine to buy. Later I listened to Beliefs.
To make a long story short, I couldn't sleep at all last night. The CD's, while they work, had exactly the opposite effect on me than they seem to have on others - they don't make me sleepy. In the middle of the night, I tried the Deep Relaxation one. There were moments when I felt deeply relaxed, but then it goes away when Paul's voice changes and it's time to wake up and I am left with this vibrating feeling throughout my body, which keeps me awake.
The fact is, that hum I hear, I guess it is the binurial beat, as I am listening, that hum feels like some kind of electric current going through my body that takes hold of me, seizes my mind and somehow inside my body and prevents me from feeling my normal mental and physical relaxed state.
This morning I tried 2 more CD's and I had the same feeling after each. I have this panicked/vibrating feeling inside and I can't stand it. I have many issues I need help with, such as self-confidence in speaking to others (especially on the phone in foreign languages), accessing information I have at the right time etc, and the panicky feeling that lingers in me after listening, like some tingling or fluttering butterflies filling up my body, has a bad effect on my overall functioning. Yesterday I had moments of irritability that are not normal for me and sort of a frantic feeling inside me, while feeling really tired at the same time. There came a time some hours after listening to the Talking to Win CD that I felt "now I have to make this phone call, I have to!" I had some strange rush of "not calm" energy, not based in confidence or peace, that was giving me this driving feeling that I am ready to make this phone call.
This morning, some time after listening to the 2 CD's (with long intervals between them), I tried drinking a cup of majoram tea to calm my nerves down and it really worked (like a sleeping pill or sedative even). So I feel good now. I have regained my feeling of peace and sure feeling of the tasks I have before me (for which I was seeking help from these CD's), but only because I drank some sedating tea.
What could be wrong?