I was wondering if you had any advice on the rest of the question, taking action in all other aeras of life? Like Brendon I have what feels like that same inernal restiance. Any worthwhile goal or outcome I have a hard time taking action towards. No matter how bad I desire what that action brings! One thing that he metioned was gritting his teeth and just doing it. When I'm in that circumstance I tend to immobilize.
On another thread, someone mentions believing consciously and wanting to on a subconscious level...I feel like that is the case with me on most levels.
Dan
