In my past I also would fight thru a lot of resistance to accomplish task. Then one day at a used book store. A book called the Sadona Method caught my attention. I did the book and learned how to release. And those so called resistance to do unpleasant task shrank and I did the task. You can find that same book in the product tab (recomended reading section) And I believe that the Euphoria program will help you. The Euphoria course has a section from Hale Dwoskin using the Sadona Method. I have not yet did the Euphoria course but you can phone support and ask if this course will benifit you.