As a preface, I have Lupus. Lupus is an Immune system malfunction. Since I was young, I have had health issues that slowly led to this chronic disease. Over my adult life I have sought out alternative energy healings which have helped, but could not stop the culmination of this disease. It is handled as best I can thru diet and supplements, but I was always seeking a way to heal completely. Tried many different types of systems.
Lupus is essentially an manifestation of long standing or acute(shock or trauma)emotional distress.
I finally found SFQ....been practicing a couple of months and finding benefits, but I have not done my practice each day as I want. I persist. I am improving.
I have had a couple of unsettling dreams the past couple of nights.
In the first dream, I had to unlock the code that would set us free from the bondage we experience in this life of illusion. Every time I would get close, the code would change, and I would have to start over. There was a time element involved, and I would not solve the problem before I awoke.
The next night, I dreamed I had to unlock and solve the code again, but this time I had to do it before a "veil" came down that would reduce me to a brainwashed person. I would not remember who I truly was or what I was to do. Again I did not achieve my goal, but the dream would loop, so that I was given a few chances before I awoke.
Hmmmm. Many symbols here, but that is not what I write this for...
I decided to put forth more effort in my SFQ~~to do it everyday without giving myself a day off. I made a point of practicing in the morning, finding it cooler and less hectic.
After 3 practices in a row, and after these dreams: I feel the practice has gone much deeper. Into inner blockages that are perhaps not even from this life(accepting that we live many lifetimes)and releasing things deep inside that I do not need to be aware of consciously or examine. Just gone like smoke to the end of the Universe...
The code has been found and put to use...SFQ.
Gotta go practice
