Dear Mick,
You admit you have a strong “imprint” from your mother’s condition. You have assumed from what the doctors have told you that what you have will move on to full blown MS and death like your mother. This memory is obviously still causing you pain and fear. Perhaps this is what is really false. Hope is simply Life always seeking what is better. There is nothing false in that. Could you be listening to the false voice of depression which is significantly higher (1 in 4) in MS? You might want to discuss that with your doctor.
You also say when you practiced SFQ regularly, you saw improvement. I have to ask - why did you stop? Why not try just watching the video and/or listening to small universe a couple of times a day if you don’t feel the energy to do the exercises. And put yourself weekly on the Saturday list for group healing. The Universe seeks to bring your body into energy balance with SFQ. You’ve taken a while to build that imprint. It may take a while for SFQ to balance its effects. And read Gallen’s response to Miriam ( re: Unlocking the Lock #61570 - Fri Jun 22 2007 02:59 PM) about self-messages and the importance of regular practice.
Try releasing the rock of the memory of your mother’s illness and her failure to recover from it. I have a friend who was diagnosed with MS 40 years ago. He’s now almost 80 and except for the fact that his walk is now a little less steady, he has rarely had a bad day. If belief in being totally cured is too great a stretch for you at the moment, why not focus on that type outcome instead.
Blessings,
Catherine
