Aloha Dan5,
The pivotal word in your post to me is
"when."Just a quick side note: no pain and no fear are two different things
and the same thing. But rather than get into that...
Chunyi would mention that it is a good opportunity for you to heal. Master Jim Nance talks about the pain during his meditations being one of the greatest gifts and teachers he has had.
Pain is in your consciousness. Bring yourself back to the exercise or meditation, and show Love, Kindness, and forgiveness to
yourself whether you're someone struggling to sit in the full lotus for the hour-long small universe, or have a pain in the back that distracts during the exercises/meditations.
Part of
My "When" List- When I love and appreciate myself and body for what and where it is now,
- When I follow the "Laws of Nature,"
- When I breathe deeply through all the pores in my skin,
- When it's time according to the universe,
- When I have compassion for and do good things for others, rather than focus on what I don't have or isn't easy in my life,
- When...
another list I created and
re-mind myself with is:
"I..."Breathe through every cell in my body,
Smile filling hearts and rooms,
Am present now,
Awaken where I'm still asleep,
Acknowledge regularly,
Pray openly,
Dream without limits,
Share from the heart,
Touch and am touched often,
Speak my truth and listen to other's,
Play hard and accept the outcome,
Eat well,
Forgive all -including myself,
Love.
Much Love, Shawn