Hi all, from my previous posts, many of you already know my 'situation'. I was doing great for a while but now it seems I am back at square one. Feeling frustrated and unfairly treated.

Despite all the LS tapes and other resources to help me get out of my negativity, I find that when I really need to flow feelings of gratitude, I don't. Instead, I chase my negative train to the point of tears.

I am meeting all my goals except one. Relationships. And this is because I have trust issues. I am seeing a counsellor - who frankly isn't helping any more than the help I am getting here. The counsellor is good. I can talk to him and I am sure, if I wasn't aware of LS and Brain Sync programs, he would have been an immense help - but he is not currently because he is telling me everything that I already know.

My question is - how do I get past negative memories? Every single time something great happens, I sabotage it by holding back and behaving in a manner that makes other people think I am being difficult - but all I am trying to do is protect myself from getting hurt again. Then - I get hurt anyway!

New History Generator hasn't shown any results. LOA isn't working. What more can I do?