Quote: I just need to find a way - a permanent way to get rid of that negative memory - because it looks like I am just not able to get any further with it being still so fresh in my mind. I hope this works. I will substitute prosperity for positive relationships.
Why?
I don't even think that's a good idea. You developed skills from the experience. Doesn't mean they are the only ones you're permitted to use.
That which you try to reject must persist, only through acceptance can will you find release. It will still be there. It has to be.
Look at what you've said about how you treat others. You don't want them treating you like that so you get in first?
Yes, use Positive Relationship for a while and see what happens.