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When something shifts it makes room for change. Sometimes it isn't as we expect following the complacent norm to make a slow shift..

Be careful not to make that your entire focus. No you didn't deserve the abuse, no one does. You've left a clue where you could have have been deserving yet haven't had the success you wanted because it's hinged on that..
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"Success is the best revenge" -- but I don't consider myself very successful in the aftermath.

There is a powerful co-relation there. Hence the probable release of anger.




Yes, that did strike a nerve with me when I first read your post earlier today. I think you are right.

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I'd give the Paraliminal a day or two rest and then use it again. Because you do deserve the success and no one has the right to tell you that you don't deserve it. It seem like there has been thinking .. if you deserve abuse you don't deserve success that has been a lie and that realisation that it is a lie is the out pouring of emotions.




Last night I didn't listen to the Paraliminal, and I woke up feeling a little less angry. I suppose I'm frustrated now that I believed that lie for so long. My life could have been very different by now...but I know thinking like that doesn't help.

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Be kind to yourself. The Paraliminal opened up a truth and I suggest using Self-Esteem Supercharger right now.



I don't own Self-Esteem Supercharger yet, but I will buy it as soon as I can financially afford to do so, which is in a couple of weeks.