As an adult you now have abilities and resources to handle such situations. Back then you were a victim but you survived, having lived it in the past you know that you can again go thru the same thing again. But now it will be different you have resources. Remember that fear if embrassed turns into excitement. Now you can journal briefly what it was like in that old situation. Then again use the Belief Paraliminal and this journey will take you to that place and you can change that limiting belief and use present resources that you currently have. (like seeing how silly the movie was put together and joking about it with friends). It works great I have used this paraliminal to go back and reclaim a lot of my power from childhood bullies. Put it this way I put the bullies back into place and also that allowed me to assert myself with an present day employer who was a bully also.
I also remember when I was a child a priest from Africa made a visit to my family. He told us wonderful stories, one of these stories was how the elders of the village in Africa would go about to take the fear of deadly snakes from the young. And they would have the children learn how to pick up the snakes. And the act of confronting the snakes taught the children to be friends with the snakes without fear. So I am wondering if you can take that fear and confront it with Creating Sparks. Yes have an intimate loving relationship with that fear. See how that fear served to protect you. Feel love for being present to entertaining you. You may see this in a much different light.
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