That's not my intention so I don't know if I'll experience it. Although I've felt the feeling of beeing more a part of the all. Dissolving fear that keeps me from beeing united with the all.

Well, I'm just a beginner and this kind of questions would perhaps be best answered over at: http://pub28.ezboard.com/bcenterpointe
There you'll find more experienced users.

Kaiden, you seem reluctant to try h/s. To much things going already? Bad impression?

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