I wouldn't blame all of this on the new paras. If your family is, in fact, in shambles, it probably took awhile to get that way--wouldn't you agree? I wonder if there are things going on in your life that these paras are bringing to the surface, or are at least making you more intensely aware of them?
Aside from that, I wonder about you listening to three of them all at once like that? This is my experience: these are four of the most powerful paras they've ever released. Every time I use one, the effect is profound. Intuitively, I've listened to one (once a day) for three or four days, then rested a couple of days, then picked up another. I still haven't worked my way to Focus and Concentration, but there's no rush.
I love these paras, but not sure I'd want to listen to more than one a day--the older ones, yes, but these really are powerful.
