Vita-man,
So sorry to hear about what is going on. I also doubt the paraliminals had anything to do with how you feel. You probably had a lot of underlying stress and a button got pushed. This same thing has happened to me at work. After a while, it passes. Try to stay calm and keep to yourself until the wind changes direction. I would keep listening to CD's that you like.
I work at a big company that used to be a good place to work at. The last few years have been very stressful. I have lasted through four rounds of layoffs. I really love what I do, but the company atmosphere is horrible. I go for a long walk at lunch time by myself and listen to paraliminals in the morning and at bedtime. It helps. I feel for the others who have no release. Hang in there!
