Hello Chrysanthemon,
God bless you for taking the time to read and reply. I totally agree with you here "the truth shall set you free.” My wife has been helping me for a long time now and this has the potential of destroying any left trace of confidence that she might have on me.
It is very sad that a person like me working ever day to realize God within, ends up lying in order to be able to achieve financial goals. I made the wrong decisions and I am dearly paying for them.
I wonder if it is possible for a person in my situation to pull something like this out. I certainly won't be the first one, but one of the very few. I know that I am playing with fire and that this is the very reason why I am burning right now.
I will certainly let you know what the outcome of this situation is. I think that I am going to have to get a couple of jobs and make big sacrifices to be able to get out of this. This is not my ideal solution, but it will be while I put things in order again.
I REALLY APRECIATE YOUR ADVICE; YOU MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH; THANK YOU VERY MUCH. ((-:
P.S. I know these forums are about paraliminals and education. That is why I asked for the one that would be the most appropriate for me right now. I apologize to everybody for airing my personal life here. Thank you for your patience.
