Julian
I commend you for wanting to take your destiny into your own hands. I to discovered eft and am familiar with the blocks. Keep in mind that EFT is a tool for removing those blocks. Are you doing the tapping daily? Are you noticing any results? There is a statment where you say "Even though i feel eft isn't working.... etc etc. I too thought eft didn't work but the more i do the tapping, the more i notice little things that come into my life. I think we look for big things instead of paying attention to the little things that happen. For instance, the day after I did the tapping, I received a call from a coach who i met previously wanting me to join him to train a high school baseball team. I would say that was a great thing for me because I am looking to change my career to personal trianing and ultimately training elite athletes. This call came out of the blue! Another example.... I was at the barbershop waiting to get a haircut and a guy was at the soda machine and put his money in.... two sodas came out. Guess who he offered the other soda to? He didn't know me from Adam. lol So see.. it is the little things you have to notice before the big things will come. The little things build your confidence for the big things. I think people look to manifest big things before they start believing that all this is real. It is real! So what are you going to do when you feel the paraliminals aren't working? It all works but first you have to believe it does. A good cd for you to start with is belief. It seems to me that you struggle with believing. Nothing works until you believe it does. After the belief cd go with the issues you feel you need to work on. You cannot and will not fix everything at one time. This is a process! I take small steps everyday and use a combination of eft,subliminal tapes, and will be purchasing the paraliminal cds soon. I feel that You deserve it is a good choice because again you have to believe you deserve the best before you can have it. Again.. trust your intution and go with what you think you need to work on because the person that knows you best is you. Don't worry about money and rushing to buy because the paraliminals will be there for you in the future. It's all a process and I can attest to you it works!