Thank you everyone.
Finding a new g/f would be nice but i still have an attachment to my ex. She was my fiance after all and i thought and felt like i would be with her forever.
Kaiden you are right about the music, but i listen to it anyway. After a while it becomes just a song again, though some things hit me from time to time.
I don't think closure will come from paraliminals or going out with another woman though. Paraliminals help alot as will going out with another woman i'm sure, but when it comes down to it, with all these games we're playing it's never going to end unless one of us comes clean about how we really feel.
Automatic Pilot side A has helped alot. I don't have New History Generator. I think i should get it though.
Once again thank you. and if anyone has anything to add, please do...
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