Hi! My name is Ulrika and I have been selfish. Selfish when it comes to only wanting to sleep in and face my own personal best directions. My partner Sean got sick and it just came out of nowhere. All of a sudden he had trouble breathing and there was a tightening in his sternum. The Doctor thought it was part of the flu and gave him some antibiotics. The antibiotics worked somewhat however the weird tightening
and sometimes pain was still there for Sean.
So two nights ago I moved the bed to the west which is Sean's personal Health direction and which is my total loss direction. (We are not in the flow of the energy of the bedroom door, our feet point toward the door when we go to sleep and we have a headboard covering us when we sleep. We also have bamboo blinds in the bedroom and our closet has curtains and there are no mirrors or plants in the room). In the process I also activated Sean's monthly abundance for fun.
The next day Sean woke up like a new man with no pains, no restrictions in breathing, and happier than a clam. About 10 am on Friday (about 9 hours after I had finished Sean's activations for health and abundance) Sean called me at work and told me that his friend Dave had called him and asked him if he wanted a mint condition SAAB 1992 for free from an old Swedish gentleman in Edmonton. Sean jumped at it and was so exited he called me right away to tell me the good news. I had to edit this post because I just remembered that Sean's friend Timmie came out and installed the phone and computer lines in our new house for free! (We're building a house and we are right now still living in our cozy trailer).
About 10 minutes after that, Suzanne from work gave me 3 shirts, all in great colors for me. Soft pink and yellow which are enhancing colors for me, and a periwinkle shirt which is a health color for me. I had just been thinking that I would like to have a soft pink shirt and there it was!
My question is this; The front door faces my personal success direction which is south. So I will be getting the day chi while Sean is getting the night chi. Should I be concerned about sleeping in my total loss direction or should I consider it a fair trade for keeping Sean healthy and happy?
(I have had some very strange and unsettling lucid dreams the last two nights. Last night I dreamt that I was in some sort of a big mud pit with all of my friends (we were all wearing green uniforms and there were hundreds of us gathered in this huge mud pit) and we were made to direct this robot arm with our minds and splatter our friends with the mud - it was such a weird dream. I got in trouble because I directed the robot arm up into the air so that there was less splattering of mud on my friends, and then I made a run for it and my one friend got away but the soldier behind me got me by the brah strap and pulled me back in and I said but I am on the edge - I should be free and he just pulled me back in to the mud pit and said that I wasn't finished yet and then I woke up). I tossed and turned off and on and then I woke up again and I saw this swirling pattern on our wall, sort of a plaid pattern with yellow and green and black in it, swirling in a circle. Shortly after that, what I thought was my dog, walked by my head as I was laying in bed, and I heard him go down the hallway and I saw him pass my head. And then all of a sudden I heard our dog snoring loudly beside Sean and then I got chills down my spine - just a little bit,,, So I think its time for a space clearing - as in a Tubes Of Light clearing).
All of Sean's and my directions are opposite. Sean is an Earth Monkey and I am a Metal Dog. My health direction is north which is where we have had our heads pointing to while we sleep ever since I moved in 4.5 years ago. My spiritual growth direction is east and my relationship direction is southeast. Sean's health direction as I mentioned above is west, his success direction is northeast, his relationship direction is northwest and his spiritual growth direction is southwest.
So am I doing the right thing sleeping in my total loss direction? Part of me thinks I should be able to sleep in this direction since the door faces south which is my success direction. I think what is being stirred up right now in my dreams is stuff I've needed to release for a long time so perhaps this west direction is working with me to do just that. I also feel that it's time to make peace with this direction and I feel okay sleeping in this direction since it helps Sean so much. (By the way today he is looking and acting even MORE chipper)!
Any thougths or ideas from anyone here?
Thank you for taking the time to respond to me.
I realize this was a long post - my way of making
up for not being a regular poster here :~)
Gratefully,
Ulrika
Last edited by Ulrika; 11/10/07 06:16 PM.
