Hello Jansi,

To answer the Paraliminal part of the question. . . I recommend deep relaxation, repeating track #3 as many times as are necessary, to allow your brain to slow down. This resting state, for your mind and body, will allow you to make choices based on positive benefits and desires. . .instead of fear.

I notice that you seem to be involved in many activities that apparently do not resonate within your heart and soul? As you may have heard, acceptance comes from within, and regardless of what anyone else may think or say, you are a wonderful person. So, how do we bring that inner beauty out into the world? Well, we can start by eliminating activities that our intuition says (or we notice) are stressful and/or unhealthy. In this way we have more breathing room to engage in activities which allow more peace and balance within.

Everything we do in life is a choice, a desire, a want. There is nothing that we “have” to do. We choose to eat and breathe, because we “WANT” to live. I am writing this, as simple as it may seem, to show . . . by simplifying your life and choosing only what brings you happiness, much of the confusion, anxiety and stress will dissipate.

Loosing my home was tough at first but, after a plethora of other life altering events and really looking at what‘s important in my life, it is a wonderful experience to look back on. . .watching much of my stress and fear in life fall away with the bills and expenses of living under the veil of “societal expectations/my expectations.” (or one of the illusions of Maya, if you prefer)

The truth rarely seems to resonate with those who are unwilling to take one step back, to look at the larger picture, in the process of making leaps forward. What are you willing to walk away from to gain the understanding that will allow you to have inner peace? This inner peace will light the way for you to earn a substantial income doing what you love, whatever that may be. Don’t worry, when you are peaceful that “what you love” will appear, if you don’t already consciously know. I am speaking from very fresh experience. : -)

Follow Your Heart,

~Chad
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