(((((Isabelle))))) I'm a level 2 EFTer and a Holosync user. I haven't received my Paraliminals yet, so am not able to give input on that issue.
I'm sure you have correctly identified the sexual assault as a/the core issue. Rather than using EFT 'for weight loss', please use the EFT Tearless Trauma techniques to address the assault. If at all possible, find an EFT practitioner who can work with you in your language to eliminate all of the energy surrounding that event. It shouldn't take more than a short session to do this, and probably can be done over the phone. You will not need to visualize, talk about, or relive the event.
Consider also, using EFT tapping while you visualize using your Holosyn CDs. Tap until you can see yourself calmly sitting and meditating. If that takes only a few minutes, great. If it takes a few sessions just visualizing, then give yourself that time. Repeat the same process with Ideal Weight side A.
Then when you sit to meditate with Holosync, use your EFT during the meditation, perhaps even continuously. I have had success with tapping whenever I start to become un-peaceful while I meditate. I start immediately and keep it up using whatever tapping point, in whatever pattern comes to me until I calm down. While tapping during Holosync, I don't visualize or say anything. I believe that whatever is upsetting me is being tapped on and I don't have to consciously know what the issues are.
Peace to you!
