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Before I even started to draw this man into my life I removed all negative thoughts, feelings and fears from myself (including things that I deserve, etc.)



Any ideas???



Something about your post kept nudging me, wayyyy back in my mind. Re-reading it again this morning, I realized what it was: The man you felt was your "perfect" guy--wasn't, or at least, not for you. The LOA works perfectly every time. Sometimes, our OTC (Other Than Conscious) knows what our conscious selves don't. The OTC picks up on things we just totally miss. Your OTC was probably, in a special way, protecting you from a difficult marriage. As it is now, you are a free agent and you can set about seeking the "real" perfect guy for you.

Keep working with your programs. I think they're working well for you, and I suspect you'll find the kind of guy who will really love and appreciate you for who you are.

That said, I wonder if "I Deserve It" might be helpful to you? Because, yes, you DO deserve a loving, rewarding relationship.