Scooter, I fully agree with you that you need to let yourself go at times since life goes in cycles.
I am reading the book which is free on
www.ashleywilson.co.nz He says that you need to concentrate on things you can change, and accept that some things cannot be changed. I am carefully going through this e-book, which I find very useful. I would encourage you to do the same since it is free.
I find that I tend to buy too many books or courses, etc. I have decided to work with what I have now, although I will probably by more books (like Big Mind by Genpo Roshi and another by Ken Wilber). I feel that, as you work on yourself, you still need to keep the big picture in mind.
I recommend you go to
www.radionexus.com.au/blog/ and download for free the interview to Alfons Ven, the homeopath/alchemist from Belgium. It is most revealing what he does and how he can help people with their emotional problems. I am waiting to get the credit card billing for his cure so he can send it to me. It is about US$100 (bad exchange rate with the Euro), but I think it will hopefully help me to get unblocked.
I don't plan to buy the book from the Acorn website until I have worked through more e-books I have. I get plenty from the Australia site for Holosync meditation. However, it costs money to subscribe. You can get 31 days of free member though. So you could get that and download all the good ebooks there within the 31 days of free membership. Go to
http://www.meditate.com.au/members/ ... if this doesn't work, cut out members and see if you can get in by applying for free membership.
