Jorena,
The person you liked and believed in is still there. That part of your spirit was always there, it was just in the shadows of those negative feelings. It sounds like that part of you is making some noise, asking to be noticed again, which is wonderful! Follow your intuition as to which paraliminal to listen to, but don't feel the need to consume them all at once. We are eternally evolving, and nothing will "fix" you. What these tools provide is assistance through the challenges we are facing, a rerouting of energy, and by using them they will allow you to tap into the same insights during later periods of growth, making it easier. They help you release your resistance and filter positive information into a sometimes cloudy other-than-conscious mind.
I began with Memory Supercharger and You Deserve It! I loved them so much that I actually became a distributor so I can use them with coaching clients. The tools you have are very powerful and I would recommend you focus on one for a week, like New Behavior Generator. Choose ONE thing to change. It is natural to want to use them all and "fix" everything all at once, and if you find yourself in this situation, the Focus Paraliminal might do well. If you have a dozen habits that you have had for a dozen years, it would do you well to focus on one at a time, give it your full attention, feel the success and take that energy into the next behavior change.
I also believe that being stagnant for long periods of time can cause your energy to slow and emotions to sink. If you are able to get out for a simple walk or simply outside smelling fresh air, this will also assist you in lifting your spirits.
I am excited for you! You have set an intention for change, you have listened to that inner spirit calling and asking to shine again. Blessings on your journey!
~Crystal*
