Why must you "stay on task" to listen? Pick up a Cd (or tape) whenever it feels right. Get rid of the "shoulds" and "have-tos."
As to underdoggery--don't much like it. Underdog equates with victim, and any time we identify with that word, we've put ourselves on a track that's going to be difficult. Does "stuff" happen? You bet it does. But it's what we do with our lives, even with "stuff" happening, that makes us or breaks us.
I do like a good story about someone who realizes that they're not a victim, and goes on to do great things. Your movie list has a number of those, great movies all. And they tell us something important--we can do "it" (whatever "it" is).
How do I "bring" inspiration into my life? Goodness, how would I keep it OUT? Everywhere I look, there is inspiration.
