Hi Jeanne,

You seem to understand, or, atleast, your observations sound right. It means alot to me! Thanks!

The thing is, this whole business is elusive. It's like my body/mind buids fences around this thing, to protect me. But, actuially, what these fences do, they only seem to make the thing more difficult to handle, more difficult to change. The fences manage only to support to the difficulty, not protect me. Like, I would have to go through a maze, before I can change anything, and after changing I have to come back the same route, if I want permanent change. Not sure if I'm making sense.

And I don't have the slightest clue which program might help, PLs, NB, AFL, SA, GC, BR, ... or any of the numerous other programs I have (Mostly NLP and DHE by RB). Usually I have some idea how to make at least some progress. I mean, some gut feeling, "this is it". Maybe it is because the goal is so difficult to define. ???? ???? I think I need a totally different kind of goal, not related to this "problem". More like my main AFL goal: Being able to communicate effectively.

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Last edited by Oxygen; 01/20/08 04:18 PM.