Fmanie,
You seem way to stressed about this. Have not you read the countless numbers of posts made on this forum where people have broken out of their frustration and gotten it to work?
Frustration is holding you back. Stop thinking about it not working, and think about how it does work.
You're expecting way too much as a beginner.
And quite frankly, you're acting very rude. You attack AlexK, you demand proper advice, even though "go easy on yourself" is proper, and you expect to know everything right when you begin.
It'll never work for you if you don't change. Become more at peace with yourself. I don't care whether it's through meditating, Qigong, or Tai Chi, it doesn't make a difference.
You need to ease up.
-JackTuff13
P.S.
The reason why questions don't help is because you expect to have all the knowledge after photoreading consciously. You don't. Use all the steps of the system as a beginner, then sooner or later activating by questions will become second nature.
And for the last time, that's the purpose of previewing and postviewing. To get trigger words which spark questions that you will be able to go into a book looking for answers to those questions.
-JackTuff13
