Best wishes Aja - I'm experiencing a similar path, and wish you well on your journey.
My wishes for you..... May you discover good friends and be a good friend - may your body and soul recover from whatever sent you to the hospital - may you find joy in hearing each of the thoughts that come to the front because they all have something wonderful and valuable to share with you.
If I understand what the courses are teaching me, I believe you have permission to experience all of your thoughts and all of your feelings in this moment, just as they are, without attaching a judgment to them. If you wish, you may choose to be grateful for each of them, just as they are, as you go forward with your process, and take each step along your path.
Best wishes, and know that you are not alone. As David Simon says, "I recognize you. I know you. I accept you."
