well, tonight is one of those nights, you know the kind. So I'm thinking out loud and wishing I had someone to talk to. Of course it would have to be the right person so you all are elected!

anyhow, I guess I just feel overwhelmed. Am working 8 days straight and not making enough money to pay my bills. Also I haven't been feeling all that well. And I seem to be overloaded with stuff piling up of various sorts... So I thought I'd just pop in and say "hi"... haha

anyhow there are a lot of good tools out there these days. One I just signed up for is http://www.reikisecrets.com you get free attunements and I think that will be very healing for me. I'll let you know how it goes.

Another thing are those interviews discussing Tolle's teaching with Bill Harris. Just listened to the latest one of those and went to their url which is http://www.heartgazing.com... that one sounds very healing also.

Then another thing I am taking is a prosperity class from a lady who lives in the same town as me. Anyhow, it is very deep, but I'm hoping it is not too out there. Cause the last thing I need is to go off the deep end............. But nonetheless, it is awesome material so so far a very fortunate thing to be associated with.

Anyhow with these three helps I think I should just put everything else I have pulling on my energy aside or away and focus on them alone. I do need to straighten out some of the piles of mess in the house, but other than that I guess I need to chill, do you think?

Wish my stop back in here was more uplifting but at least these things are something good that will I'm sure help somewhat. They really are talking a lot about big shifts but I seem to be wallowing backwards, although I do have my good day.

thanks for listening, you had no choice! lol \:D

scoots~~~~~*