Scooter- Thanks for sharing. I've read we are never given anything we can't overcome. It is always darkest just before the dawn and faith has been defined as the bird who sings in the darkness fully knowing the dawn is coming. Sounds like you are almost going over the hill. You've uncovered several things you are now strong enough to observe about yourself. These are soon to be jewels you are turning into your learning experience. Be thankful you have come this far! If you have read Dr Joe Vitale's work you might be aware of several clearing techniques he learned from the Ho'oponopono belief. Everytime I'm anxious I repeat several of them.
I have been wanting a Reiki source but I thought I had to be invited to learn the system. I will look into the other sources you have offered. I am really considering getting the Belief tape. We can do this! We have to keep encouraging each other. We'll make it -- or rather, we are making our wonderful possibilities a truth in our lives.