Hello,
I went through the CD's several times before I caught this. Sometimes anger, agitation, not feeling safe is an iterim in Diamond Feng Shui changes. I have been there not knowing what to do, feeling like crap! and then reviewing the material and CD's to find that this is (sometimes) part of the process. Mostly as soon as "I let it go" hmm hmm it was gone! It's so easy and we have to overcome this way of thinking it is difficult.
I have had an experience with many plants in my house dying...plants I've had for years. I think the Universe/God is clearing some negativity associated with this because of what I have requested. It doesn't feel bad...at all. It is largely about "letting go"
It feels so Positively/ Powerfully GOOD!!!