Hello,
I have this addiction that I want to destroy so that it doesn't exhibit anymore control over my life. Its been around for about 15 years or so, or more specifically since I was in the 3rd grade, and interfers with my success. I'm not to sure that I should mention it because it is embarrassing for me although it is very common for many within our society to be addicted to it. Sorry. This has even become detrimental to my relationship with my wife and affects her emotionally as well. This, I suspect, will shed enough light on what I'm refering to. I am also confident that there are those out there that will not agree with my views on this being an addiction.
I have been trying to squash it with New Behavior Generator and Belief, but it is still present. Am I just not getting to the root of the problem? I want to be free from this and have control over my own life. I do understand that I have allowed this to happen and, in a sense, give it power and control over my life. More importantly and crucial to my success is how do I resolve this issue so that I can move on in life? Any suggestions would be wonderful and most helpful.
Again, I apologize for being vague in this area, but I fear what others, even those who read this and don't know me, will think. 
I thank you all in advance,
Marty
