Hello Everyone,
My question is, "Has anyone on this forum ever experienced a violent physical reaction to listening to any of the new technology that facilitates self-growth?"
Example: I am using CenterPointe's Awakening Prologue and some of the paralimilal tapes from LearningStrategies. I have been using the AWP for many months now and just recently have been using the paraliminals. Last night, I decided to do the Standing yoga pose (back against the wall) while listening to AWP to help open up all the channels of energy that could possibly be blocked while lounging in my LazyBoy. Before track one was over, I was getting flushed, beades of sweat were pouring from my forhead, dizziness, and a couple times near passing out, and then I began experiencing nausea. By the time track two rolled around, I had to sit down, back against the wall. When I got to the floor, still with the headphones on, I started the dry-heaves and quickly searched for a container to vomit in which is exactly what I did.
Then today, during and after listening to "Anxiety Free" both sides, I began to experience that nauseau again, though not to the same extent and this time I was parked in my LazyBoy.
My thoughts and feeling are that something deep in my unconscious is being rapidly brought to the surface in a way that my body is responding to violently. I have no notions on what this could be but I think it is some healing process. It just is something that maybe my preconscious or whatever mind views as traumatic or sickening. Could it be deeply buried fear that is being accessed? I was experiencing feelings of terror before the real physical symptoms I just mentioned started to manifest and a couple times I had to open my eyes breifly to check to see if I was not alone. I was experiencing the kind of terror that horror movies try to illicit in their viewers. I was tempted to jerk the headphones off and check the house for intruders. Are there any thoughts out there about this or similar experiences?
Thanks
