Wow nice site!
You know it is rather refreshing to see so many interested in such a subject!!!
Many years now ago I wrote this particular poem.
The experience marked my thinking about our being here in this particular now, that it is but a dream itself.
I AWAKE AGAIN...
Now, I awake or so appearing, to find myself
In another dream so very close
To the one I just left
For long moments, I am confused
But seeing through new truth revealing
Another riddle unravels
On I go pondering new knowledge
Awareness again expanded
I awake again.. or so appearing
Copyrighted thanks!
Now what was disconcerting, is that clear as yesterday I remember still waking up INTO a dream, settling down as one awake and going about my day, ONLY to awake again! Repeating, until after several tries with each world just different enough that I knew each a different world I finally gasped for air here, pinched and slapped my body and staggered about dazed. For the last few times I had started to p-a-n-i-c-k !! Not something I easily do.
That panicking part that is.
All of it lucid and even now remembering it comes back almost too clear...
To me lucid dreaming is normal, I often will stay up late to avoid going to bed, thinking where I go will be a distraction from the work I am currently engaged in.
I will ramble a bit, it is late here again...
Decades ago, I knew something was different about my experiences as my family was wary of me. I would in dreams see things, remember or write them down and then ask about incidents that I saw. Problem was they often HAD NOT OCCURRED YET. Usually they were 24-48 hours out.
I am used to it now and am often sensing what will be two weeks ahead and routinely days ahead. You get used to it. You keep your mouth shut.
When you see what you do not want to see, then you change it. Sometimes the results are morphed, other times spot on. Seems to depend on focus and willingness to have an impact.
Again, after a while you 'ignore' most of it and just attend to your own agenda.
My immediate family now has an unspoken rule: Get dad to go along with it, or forget it!
