It is a shame that generally speaking, if we wish to better our lives - since we are often so unsuccessful in our own personal endeavours - we must seek it externally by means of surrendering money. But thats how the world works most times. Holosync has done wonders for me, I used to believe that i was broken, unfixable, and unlike others. I am only so lucky in that they have good payment methods that can be afforded, most companies do nowdays.
I still feel that meditation is the oldest and most useful tool for self-growth. Hope the stalker settles down Alex. Perhaps there is a downfall to so much growth after all :P