I agree here. When a high jumper goes to leap over an obstacle, he needs to crouch down really low to get the momentum to make the leap. Then he springs up and over the bar. I believe that you are going into a deep crouch so that you will be able to make a leap. It is uncomfortable and perhaps baffling, but also wonderful at the same time. Just keep up with the Paraliminals. Have you tried doing the Memory Supercharger? That might aid a little bit? Good for you! Just don't quit before the miracles happen.