Made me a survivor, knowing the Silva method. Looooonnng story, I'll save you that.
Even with the Silva method you look toward and people who have the skill you wish to develop, then imagine what it would feel like if you had those skills. You don't worry if the imagination has it 100% right (it won't have) chances are there are benefits you haven't thought of.
If you got the genius Code course then use the modeling technique from that along with the information in the book.
The 'reel' experience helps you to build what it would feel like if you had the qualities you're after you don't need it set from the first layer.
Go easy on yourself... remember wanting something keeps pushing it away from you instead imagine what it would be like if you had it... even if you don't know what the feeling really is.
Alex
