[qoute]As I am writing this, though I am realizing that I must let go of the past in order to heal myself and others much better.[/quote]

Try this one on...

I am realizing that she must let go of the past in order to heal herself.

You are just a vessel, but she does the healing, not you. You do your best, then let go and let them, the Qi, and the universe/God handle how the rest turns out.

Much Love, Shawn