Ok I have had the course for about 1 week and i decided i would just listen to the cd's the 1st time thru. just didnt want to stop and write down stuff yet.although i did do the exercises to find my symbol (my movie screen was blank)but then i think i saw a black X. when i asked myself what it was my inner voice said "crossroads". I fell asleep during the purpose exercise. so i dont know what my gift is from the exercise.
I continued on with the cd's and I am now on the 3rd set. just starting cd #3. I became curious about the move "the secret" when they started mentioning it in 2nd set of cd's so i order thru netflix and it came. I watched it. Ok now my observations.
Since i am more aware of what i am manafesting and my focus is on creating positve energy I have noticed that when i am out driving i seem to be hitting alot more green lights. Its funny because everytime i hit a traffic light it is either green or it turns in less than 10 seconds. In addition, I love Jacks line; "what would have to happen in order for this such and such to occur" It really helps keep me out of arguing. Its such a positive approach. I also created my first vision board. This is fun. My daughter became so inspired watching me put together my board that she created her own.
But here is my one major obstacle on the law of attraction. My spouse is very very negative and I find it really difficult to stay focused sometimes. I choose to be positive but he really can suck the joy right out of life. So I have asked myself what i could do to create a different experience. According to the course I am manafesting this experience. My question is how do i change that experience without taking the easy way out and just bailing.
