Thanks for the post Alex.
I'll probably do the first meditation over again and do as you advise and not just try to 'look' for a visual symbol.
I have been a little busy lately (or is that my subconscious that always seems to find ways of resisting and 'making' me seem busy or easily distracted...hmmm).
Anyway, what I have heard so far on the first CD is good. I'm definitely hoping 2009 is when I can discover my life's purpose and my passion.
Thanks again.