Right now I need a career and I know I want to spend the next 4 years in school because I know it's worth it for my future. In the past it seemed that i've taken all the stuff that i had going well for me for granted and dove way too deep into this self help stuff. Right now yes I do feel a little bad because I'm 4 years behind my peers (and i had the ability to accel but didn't use it) and I saw them going on with their life as my life was passing me by.
I need new friends because the ones I have spend too much money going out places and at the bar and they call me cheap because I don't buy as many drinks or leave as big of tips. That's a very ignorant statement if you ask me because i was making less money and putting in a bigger percentage of my pay cheque towards these times when we go places. That was some big spending especially since I was only working part time and was a student while they were working full time. If I was making money I wouldn't try being a big shot tipping to try and get attention and looking like a fool. These waitresses see you as manipulative and a sucker at the same time. Another friend of mine who i've known for years (who is a good friend) but he refers to us as being losers and don't get the quality service that higher status people get. Eventhough I don't have many friends i'm thinking of spending less time with friends and more on my future. I'm going to be going somewhere as they are wasting their time drinking and trying to be big shots. Big shots don't waste their money to get approval by the way.
My new friends are going to have ambition and have the same goal to work towards, success. I'm talking about school here. I'll have an easier time with people with a better self-image. I don't want to totally disregard my old friends because they are good people, but they just won't help me on my path in life. I've got to not hang around them as much and if they are good friends they will understand.
Last edited by ZMasterNCreator; 05/12/09 02:11 PM.
