Thank you for your post!
It been an interesting paradox because PLs don't always work the best for me because I've come to learn that I also have problems trusting processes...moreso myself within the process.
Now I still listen faithfully and truly believe that eventually something will shake all of this loose and I'll have a ton of learning on the subconscious (other than conscious for the LS people) level.
After Alexes advice I did listen to both belief cds, in fact I'm going to listen to them again today.