4ndy, ease up on youself, and forget about your perceived comunication problem. Continue to listen to the paraliminal tapes and understand that people who listen to the tapes will have different responses to the tapes. Some people, like myself, will not see any recognizable benefits until they have listened for a very extended period. Expierence only will tell you how long it takes. I know that possitive changes have occured within me; I just feel beter. I also use CenterPont CDs. You can find references to Centerpoint under the title of Holosync under this forum in Paraliminal Learning. If you decide to try the CenterPoint Program, please continue to listen to your Paraliminal tapes. They work well together. For me, using both programs simutaneously work significanty better than using either program alone. I learned this from expierence. Try going into a deep, delta level relaxation state prior to listening to your paraliminals. I noticed that one of the responders above gave you an address for free delta level software. Give it a try, and never stop using good quality support CDs from companies like Learning Strategies and CenterPoint. You cannot rush the changes that you are looking for. So, be patient with yourself, and allow the changes to occur.
Good Luck