G'day Uniquesoul,
Good question. Guess what? I went to my post box and there it was. The Secret Code of Success: 7 hidden steps to more wealth and happiness.
More and more I am coming to understand that everything is already perfect (if I could just keep my meddlesome ways out of the way and relax, and enjoy life). It is so weird. No sooner do I get asked to support an ES colleague than I start to lose the plot myself. It is ironic that instead of being able to offer support and perhaps some wisdom, I find myself wobbling, teetering, regressing. I can only look at myself in amazement and ask WHY? I am getting help and love and care and guidance and suggestions and acceptance and patience from ES folk - and even that I find hard to make the most of.
So what's the problem? The honest response is there isn't one. All that has happened is a change of routine. I have had so little time to take those five-a-day action steps, and any personal development time has been by robbing Peter to pay Paul. Now I have TIME, time to think, to make concrete changes for the better, to really apply ES.... and all I can do is mess about and feel out of sorts.
I am disgusted at myself. This is not where I want to be. I am playing mind games with myself!
As I said at the outset of this posting. Everything is already perfect, Noah St John's book arrived today, and all I need to do is locate the programme I have started to play and ERASE it fast.
Adieu,
French Claire
