Dear Colleen,
Thank you for your expansive input and sharing your personal experiences of ES. I have read your post at least three times and the more I read it, the more it delivers.
It interests me that you also had to release stuff. I never anticipated having ES dredge up negative shadows inside me. It certainly did. I have dealt with a lot of uncomfortable feelings since the beginning of June (approx.). It is particularly nice to feel that I am coming back into the sunshine, the joy and bliss that working ES generates.
I was equally interested to read that you worked through ES course one, but were less motivated to work through course two (my interpretation). My experience was similar. Course three buzzed me more - it spoke to me. I wonder how others have fared?
Now I can say that Course three is really stimulating me. I choose to believe that this is because I have done so much preparatory work - as thoroughly as I can - so perhaps I have completed the asking and believing phases of the course. Hopefully all I need to do in this current cycle is open to receive. Any sections I read on receiving certainly vibrate well with me.
Have a stimulating day.
Adieu,
French Claire