I am scientist, mathematican.
Desire propels purpose.
It is use and application that counts most. Learning to trust SELF is a forever unfoldment.
When you Photoread, do your self-talk:
"This is OK to work for me."
"I AM more than equal to this way of knowing."
"I can and do know clear and well."
"What I focus on unfolds clarity and ever renewing skill."
Every step forward still requires 'emotional acceptance', every step need be bedded down as 'acceptable and true' for ones own self; in order to take hold as your truth and grow.
Even when if one slides into 'pits' they still had to 'accept it emotionally before it could take hold and be theirs personally'.
...every single step requires your sovereign authorization.